Skip to main content

the Girls

I am so bored and sleepy and have no feeling to do any works right now. This morning I was waking up a bit late, I didnt manage to get my gym bag ready. Supposedly today I should go to the gym. But I think I will go tomorrow.

I hope I could see my big guy tonite cuz I miss him to bits. Its crazy. I feel like to see him everyday. Although just for a glance. Damn I hate this feeling.

Im trying so much not to msg or call him. I dun wanna be the psycho gf.
I wanna be the cool gf but I love him to bits.

Ahh the L word!.


Anyway, damn.. I was out of scope. I am blogging now eventhough I should be working.. and yea I got tons of work to do but I choose not :D Some people are still having lunch.. ( 2 hours.. yea right :P ) I didnt take heavy lunch. I got tuna doughnut Mom bought yesterday and a pack of Milo. It's kinda scary but I kinda have this feeling like losing the appetite. I dun feel like eating heavy things.. I only can imagining the super nice french fries. Shoestring. Extra crispy. Nyumms. But to imagine the greasyness.. I hold my imagination.

Gosh I feel like in misery. I miss somebody so far ( yea .. distant!!) I have no feeling to eat, I am tired of working out.. my nose is a total distraction. Owh yea, I should go to the clinic?

Owh maybe tomorrow and get MC sekali?

Okie, back to the issue. What was the issue again?



I need my bed.



Hushgirl currently listening to :
-

Popular posts from this blog

Nothing Emotional

It is another working weekend and im killing time to blog. It doesnt excite me to blog since im not emo at all. I miss Nabil. Not really sure what kinda of missing is this. Definitely not the same kind he has to me but thats purely my assumption. He said i might be wrong. Hmm 🤔 Its kinda like missing Chris Martin. Somebody u listen to too much but u know u wont get him in the end. Well, also same as with missing my old xman. The soulmate , you know. Hurm,  maybe i shud miss myself me. Me in Bali. Yes i miss Bali. Your love shines

My Nite

Rocky road and cerita cinta. Malam nan indah. Sent by Maxis from my BlackBerry® smartphone

The Confession of ...

When I was 17, I had this sexual fantasy. Of course, as a teenager the curiosity is above everything. Obviously if its regarding an opposite gender, it must be related with sex. So I had this sexual fantasy involving a hot musician. Tall slim and white. :D With freaky hairdo. He is beyond HOT! and he is the very own Stefan Olsdal of Placebo. and when I know his sexual orientation.. it didnt washed out the heat.. it was getting hotter :D owh yeah, Stefan is in KL today.. I would be so close to him ( but not at the gig. ) p/s : and if u are wondering, I never had sexual fantasy on Brandon Boyd. even from this pic, I find his ribs are so sexy! i amended this pic.. to hide the girl's you-know-what. Hushgirl currently listening to : -