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of GFs and Me.

I am so goin to lose my gfs!

1st it was Qiqi who is already having a new man in her life. A boy, actually. She is holding a Kenduri Aqiqah for the boy. I wanted to go but I dun know if I could drive to Seremban. Isk. And I asked Bonda to accompany me, but I dun see herself comfortable with the idea. Maybe despite of her wanting to see me being single and available all my life for her only.. she does want me to settle down ( like all of my friends.)

Also, the driver.. Nana is hospitalized. So kesian her. I asked her to drive me to Seremban for the Kenduri. It wasnt confirmed but she had to go to the hospital so it was ok. Moreover, I dun really feel like goin cuz the other bff, Farah excitedly invite me to her house.

I know I know I shouldnt feel this way But its proven in Sex & The City. When the girl still single and the other girl is settled down ( with kids ) they do not sync! No matter how great the bond is.

( Everytime I look at Mimi's baby Maryam, it hurts my soul. She is so adorable. I am convinced that if I had a daughter, she would be as comel as her)

Its not that I am not happy for my friend, though...

Secondly, I promised my other bff that I would be crashing her house tonite. Just to hang out cuz I have been this selfish brat and not seeing her for like ages. And indeed, I forgot!

When I left the house this morning I was thinking, but I didnt remember anything at all. When she texted me, I know I should have my stuff with me for the sleep over. OMG!!! How can I forgot? I must be so distracted!!! Toots, I owe you big time!

Bonda just called when I was on the way to lunch today. Had big food at Sogo with little sis. Bonda asked me if we feel like goin to visit Nana. I was like yea.. arent we supposed to? Slip disc is quite a major injury right. So kesian Nana. and I bet she will be damn bored in the hospital. So Bonda asked me to back early morning tomorrow and I might take bus anyway, then maybe to Kuantan tomorrow afternoon. Waiting for Babah's call.

Nana was excited to hear me coming. She dreamt that I might teman her for the nite ha ha ... Nah, parents got their stuff in Harvey Norman, so we might rush back to KL on Saturday eve. One of the reason I didnt take my baby for a ride to Bentong.

Anyway, goin to bring the whole season of gLee to Nana. She must be damn bored!



I shud back to work :D

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