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I think if i write tonite free and easy, id be very emotional. So let it be this way;

0702 : Woke up. This morning my alarm came together with the vibration. So I got up. It was already sunny and my hair was a bit cleansed so had a quick shower.

0730 : Though had a little bloated tummy I didnt know how can I got this urge to try on this shirt dress I had. It was fit! Nicely. So I decided to wear it and it was my knee length so I put on black pants to avoid controversy. Anyway, this is not the of of the year to wear stockings.

0822 : Arrived in the office. Early!!! I think for this month I havent been a late comer.. Not even in a single day! Hoo yeh.

0844 : I did the report for My handsome user and emailed him the presentation. he came and showed me the one he wanted. It didnt look right, so I suggested him the right layout, well it was right in my opinion and he bought it! I felt a bit proud.. well no, not proud it was something like, I was feeling glad I could help. :) You know that him and my boss were arguing yesterday, right in front of me. And I think my handsome user didnt really get his temper out cuz I was there. And this morning he was like jokingly said to my boss that he didnt want to talk to my boss again and their conversation must be through me. Like I am the chill factor, u know?

0930 : Started the training. The last day actually. Cant believe it that its been 7 days today. Huhu I remembered the 1st day we had the training, I got my eyes watery and to avoid getting asleep was like the hardest thing every ha ha. So not used of being in a class already.. heheh Anyway my trainer was from Bangalore and hmm yea his English wasnt that bad I guess.. or maybe cuz I have been exposed to many IT Pro from Indian.. so, not so much a problem to me.

1230 : Went up to get the purse and stuff, my tummy being cranky lately. Always making noises when I forgot to feed her on time. Ah Soo asked if I wanna eat Bryani. So I joined them and ate with them at the 2nd Floor. After filling up, hang out and had chit chat with Haida and Elphy.

0200 : late for training. It was bored :D ha ha yea cuz I am not familiar with MS SQL and C# and Visual Studio, so its kinda hard for me to keep up. Anyway, supposedly I will have an interview tomorrow at Cyberjaya but I decided last nite that I dont wanna go. So I emailed to the sweet recruiter of the company, seeking apologies for not goin to show up. I didnt see any reply from her. well.. I dunno.. Anyway was actually using my yahoo mail for all those jobs thingy, so since I was not quite keeping up with the training.. I dug on my yahoo mail and saw the 1st email I received from my old ex. I forward the email to him, I dunno why I did that but I just wanted him to read it and realized how crazy he was back then :D very childish and not matured! :P

anyway I was actually seeing him last few nite, its a long story and I dun wanna tell it all out here. :P but though I was still this mad at him.. yea I was, and still am, I could see how cute he is. He is like, I dunno.. everytime I looked at him, I felt like I was in my sweetdreams.

how can he be so mean at some times and this sweet at some times.. is he the real Dr Jekyll and Mr Hyde? you Think?

0500 : The training was officially over and we still in the room talking and stuff. The trainer even got his camera out of his bag and took some pics with us :D His ever Malaysia's trainees. huhuhu I am so gonna get him in my facebook later :D mwahahah

0530 : Getting all my jobs done since Id be on leave tomorrow. had few reports done and ready for UAT.

2000 : Left the office. Felt like leaving it forever but no lah :)

2100 : In my house alone with my fictional sisters. Finally finised the Sex and the City dvd box set. Cant imagine having with my sisters for 6 years.. 10 years with the movie :D hahah Finally feel like can accept Big. Maybe cuz Alec is double shithead. So Big was ok compared to him... Anyway, I still like Aiden. To me Aiden is the one.

2300 : Blogging.

0000 : Was on phone with Nabil. Same old same old.


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