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The Introduction

I was about the blog last nite, but I was too tired and my brain got numb, I decided to postpone. So anyway, its going to be a very lengthy post ( a week coverage, whaddaya expect?)

The Workplace

Early in the week, I was informed that this week there would be a UAT for the Cashiering Module. UAT no 3! haha.. supposedly after this testing session, the module should be signed off since the deadline is not tolerable anymore. I was gossiping with the colleagues that why some business users and project managers were into timeline more than the quality of the product. Anyway its beyond our hands, if our AM's voice is not heard, whats more with the analyst's?

And this week also, it was scheduled that the team would sit down for the training on Skelta. I was planning to clear my leave on Tuesday the 16th, almost got it cancelled. The Skelta training was postponed to 17th so my leave is safe. I have my senior to cover me during the testing support.

Other than that, nothing much on the workplace updates. I still enjoyed the sweetness cum handsomeness my business user to offer. There were time last week, I was doing to photocopy job with my DBA ( yes we were the lowest rank of the hierarchy and the photocopy job was an initiative ( cum killing time job )) my other senior joined us and gossiped. Then the handsome user came and joined in. The moment he opened his mouth to talk and to tease my DBA, I was like giving the talker the full focus. OMG he is HOT!

The Sickness

Today I got the MC since I was down with the bad gastric. I was having the same thing last 2 weeks. Around 4 am I was awake, got my head as heavy as a brick. And my tummy was like full of gas or something, and I was feeling to vomit. But I didnt. I got some heat cream and I got myself to sleep around 6. I went to the office anyway cuz I felt better after that. But this morning, it was 6 am when I felt my head aching and my body was so hot like 40 c. I got some heat cream and stuff and spread it on my not so cute tummy, but it wasnt go away. I tried to avoid vomiting but I just couldnt. i really hate to vomit cuz my head felt like to burst. My lips turned pale and my ears got very reddish. I looked very sick. And I dun remember what happened next. I was gaining my consciousness around 10 and I contacted my boss. Felt half headache, I vomit again and tried very best to stay fresh to drive to the clinic.

Being a very independent girl, I was feel a bit of afraid to drive when I was getting the headache. But it was ok, safely got a nice parking and only pissed off one driver. Now I know that driving 60 km/j in the town is not acceptable ( to some people -- when he honked, I saw him.. and I was like.. judging by the color and age and type of car... he should be pissed! ) I was too headache to get pissed anyway. I visited my regular KL doctor. 3rd time already, so far it was ok cuz its near home. I fave clinic in KL was the one inside the EPF building, but I was too afraid to drive.

The doctor quickly got my BP readings after I said I had a headache. When I elaborated more symptoms he concluded that I got gastric. I kinda knew it.. my tummy was so sensitive, if I missed few meals or if I had irregular meal time.. I got gastric. And this time, it was the worst.

I have the full day MC, though I felt like a bit of guilty to my team. Is this normal?

My ex and His SMS

After the big break-up last month, I thought I would never hear from him again. I am not the type of girl who love a person to the bone and when its not working, I look forward to be his friend. No thats not me. Me is like, when its over its all over. No calls, no sms, no meet ups, no.. nothing. I know its childish but I dun believe in being just friends with the ex. Somehow I think maybe I still not get over it completely.

So, that very afternoon, actually I was kinda email chat with my friend, Wana. And she asked me about the ex. I was replying her email when an sms came into my Inbox. Its him. To my surprise, I didnt shocked. But I read it again and again. It was a very interesting subject, but I read it again. Hope to get the message between lines. That was girls always do right, we are the real world analysts!

Somehow I didnt get the message between the lines, when I met Zai afterwards, I showed her the message and her judgement said, maybe he make up some thing to talk to me. Why? maybe he missed you. She said. No, I dun think so.. he is so cocky to even have time to think of me. So, I got this thinking.. maybe he wrongly sent the SMS to me and if its too urgent and really meant for me, he could have call.

So thats it. Ms Denial makes her conclusion... but anyway I admit I spent the whole weekend thinking about him.

The Extended Family

When I was on the way home from dine out with Zai in KLCC, my mom called and asked me to go back to Bentong after our MATTA Fair visit. I told her I would go there the afternoon session with Anne. And she said its ok we would go home after that. I asked her why, she said my Cik Dah will do some kenduri for her son in law. Abg Shah will go to umrah the next Sunday and since they moved out to Kedah, its really hard to meet him and the family. I was hesitated to go. Cuz I was homed last weekend and thought of doing something this weekend. Ma knew I was hesitated, so she planned to drive to KL and go back on her own. I didnt say OK. That time I felt bad..

When I got home, she called again and asked me 'Are you sure you dont want to go home? Lulu's kittens just opened their eyes!!' Obviously Ma was talking in Malay, haha.. so it sounds more desperate than ever. I said Ok!.. but I told her I promised the 2nd session with Anne, so dun push me to go back in rush. She always interfere my plan... Always!!!

So the friday nite, we were reunited at Cik Dah's place. In Sertik, outskirts Bentong. June and Abg Shah family, Ida and Ijat Family, my family, Achik family.. and few others family friends. Ijat was asking me to buy him Faizal Tahir cd. Since I couldnt find any.. I just bring him my ha ha. And he showed off with his personal photos of Faizal Tahir. It was pathetic!!

Anyway, we agree on the battle to get the cd and who got it fast is the winner. haha.. turned out they would go back to KL the next day.. shessshhh!!!! The next morning, around 12 we headed back and my cousin Ida, mms-ed me the cd photos. Sheeeeshhhh!!!!


Some new Friends

The Saturday was actually planned for watching the movie, but me and little sis didnt feel like seeing it. In fact, we were broke :D So, we met my sis's pet sis Yana and other friend, Desiree and EJ. They were filming an indie home video of them dancing Mika's song in Bukit Bintang. The producer was Jasmine and captured by Linda. Heheh Linda is the infamous movie editor. Great video anyway, me and little sis were in it as well and we were the so called 'pengkritik cum cheerleaders' ha ha ha

Later then we hung out and traded some stories of our career, since there were a journalist, and OT nurse, an analyst/programmer, a student, a movie editor and a chef! Great jobs everyone. But I think mine is the Boring-ness of all!!! But I can see that Jasmin PR is really nice!.. So she knows how to live up the chats.

Anyway its good to meet new people.

Travelling Da Ding

Though me and my family planned on travel local this year, we were checking out MATTA Fair to get the good deal on airfares. And for me, it was nearly devastated. Me and Ma went to our regular travel agencies but only to find out that there was no promo on local flights. So we walked aimlessly until a guy greeted me and said something about local flights promotion. Finally, this small agency gave us the good deal on MAS airlines to Kota Kinabalu next September. Along with the convenient schedules. I just love it. When I shared it with Wana, she said the ticket was pricey- but compare to the normal rate, its half of it.. and to me its already a bargain.

Feeling thankful to God, we continued to get the tour package. 4 days 3 nites. One nite in the foot of Kinabalu ( upon my request.. nite in a Jungle! ) 2 nites in the city. The tour package doesnt include visit to the Island since mom is not really into it.. maybe next time she said. To me my next time would be Kinabalu climbing and Sepilok visit. hahah chewah!!

My 2nd session to MATTA Fair was with Anne and little sis. We planned for some spoiled beach vacation in Tioman or any island in South China Sea. I saw a good bargain when I was my mom, so I took Anne and little sis to the booth. We were dealing with a very fresh travel executive.. not so much an experienced person.. we talked and asked more than him ha ha.. and well, we were actually cloudy with other option like Lang Tengah island... the sand looks so whiteeeee...!!

Little sis was actually broke in two. To join or not to join, finally decided to join ha ha.. So its 3 of us. Like the last Bali trip.. always 3 in group. And we settled for Tioman.. well, a plan always be a plan. The trip would be on early May. :)

Cant wait to get tanned!!!!

Anyway there was a good deal for Hard Rock Hotel in Penang.. but the travel period is expired on 31st May 2010. Haizzzz if only can go there on my sweet 30th birthday.. but I just cant afford to get 2 vacation in the same month!

The Man

I was not a big fan of Faizal Tahir. As long as I could remember.. Though I voted for him over Suki during the 1st One in the Million. And I felt sad he was the 1st runner up aka the loser. Big mistake ait..

It was last month, when I had the little trip to Cameron Highlands with my family and listened to Selamat Malam song on the radio. I was like falling in love. Once I got home, I tried to legally download the song but I couldnt find it. So, I dloaded it illegally and felt so guilty over it. A big talent shouldnt be stolen like that. I got to know that the album wasnt out yet, so I promised to buy one when its out.

I dun normally got a romantic bf who lullaby me to sleep, so I tended to assum with this song, like he is lullaby-ing me. I love it... never bored to listen to it on the loop.

Updated with Faizal Tahir fan page on the Facebook, the album was scheduled to come out 11 March.. and I was so excited to get it.. I went to KLCC with Zai and found no Faizal Tahir in Video Ezy as well as in Rock Corner. Sucks.. but anyway I got my new pink Epilator :D yay to the legs!

Finally I got the cd at Speedy Pavilion on Saturday. Never got excited like a school girl getting her first kiss.. :D Seeing Faizal Tahir is not as a crush.. never would I feel this way to a Malay celebrity.. moreover Malay language singing guy. It was so weird to actually think of it.. so be it.

I love all the songs in this Album, Adrenalin. When I read the song list on his fanpage, I know Karma would be my very fave one, turned out the very song to the Ex. But when I listened to Hanyut, its actually the other side of Karma. It was the nicest of all.. and Im hooked.

So I guess, its better to be in love rather than to lose love.
Just like the song, my feeling's now drifted away... hanyut.





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30 Seconds to Mars DVD



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