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The best way about Ramadhan is that I have some moment between sahur and Subuh to blog. And this hour usually my mind is really fresh and everything seems emo-less.

Anyway, excuse on the emotional entries below, those were just nightmares now. If tak emo, its not Amy. :)  But this time around, it might be cuz of my PMS.. the 10 days thingy before 'Aunt Irma coming to town.'

So, how do we begin?

Ramadhan was so far okay, havent been the new person I almost be, turned out life's pretty messy.. what's not good for you might be tempting and comforting you cannot say No to. So that's it. All in all, its getting there I hope. Food wise, well... huhu..

( Stigma of the Wind kinda bothering my blogging moments now .. im losing my idea)

So maybe tbc then.

OMG did u know that I have written the whole paragraph then my stupid Google Chrome crashed and its not even saved!!

am switching to Mozilla.

Back to Mozilla now. Sigh.. I would really missed the cool history snapshot on Google Chrome whenever the new tab is opened. Cuz its easier for me since I went to the same old pages the same old days.

Anyway, back to my blogging moment.. Yes I watched the movie Ada Apa Dengan Cinta the night before fasting started. It was a magical thing cuz I watched it like 12 something midnite and ended like 2 am. And I didnt even dozed off or felt sleepy. Maybe cuz I eager to finish it.. I have no Idea. This is the movie that I have been avoiding since 2004 and even the soundtrack was safely kept in pc for years. Just recently I got the nerve to play it.

The first thought on my mind when I was watching this Indonesian flick was how I missed my girlfriends. It was quite a sensational movie which most of my girls watched it. I even got Raish and Toots watched it and the start of using Indonesian slangs like gwe, banget and daaaa... Remembered one day in KICT, I think its the mid-term or what, we were outside the class and suddenly Raish yelled, 'OMG dat guy's wearing the ada apa dengan cinta tshirt' She pointed at this chubby guy we had no idea who he was. I thought he wore this movie tshirt thingy.. turned he wore this multicolored stripes tshirt and it really resembled the movie poster haha.. damn funny. The guy then nickname "aadc guy".

I watched the flick around 3 times in Campus only. First was with my roomates Kak Ida. Ida is actually same age as mine, but we called 'Kak' to every gang. We had Kak Laily, Kak Mimi, Kak Farah, Kak Amy, Kak Ida.. Kak Noni, Kak qin. hehehe Nen was the only escaped from the Kak nicknames. I didnt actually remembered who's own the movie vcd all I could remember that Laily watched it first and I was at the 2nd batch, then I forced Toots to watch it with me, and then I knew she repeated watching it herself. Truthfully, we all watched it over 1 time.

So then the night I watched it, I got a little upset to be missing my girls. It could be so awesome to have 1 day in the campus again. Just 1 good week in UIA.  Though UIA was not the coolest place to be actually, but I got coolest friends ever... and a bf.

Also, the movie actually reminds of my dear GG. The few last nites he said said something and he did mention Ada Apa Dengan Cinta movie on some of his ramblings, I knew that I am now ready to watch the movie again. So I downloaded and watched...  Not much scene actually reminds me of him, only the part when Cinta and Rangga were in kitchen. And the song Tentang Seseorang was on the background. Thats the only part I started to cry and the cries remained until I sleep.

Nggak tau gue akhir-akhir ini.
Gue rada-rada nggak bisa tidur gitu, tau nggak sih loe. Oke,
kalau gue rasa kamar perlu di dekor deh, ya? Lagian kemarin gue
kan baca karya Chairil Anwar, dia bilang begini, tau nggak aku
susah tidur, orang. Orang gonggong, anjing gonggong, dunia
jauh mengabur. Pas banget kan? Pas banget kan? Pas banget
sama nasib gue. Sama banget tau nggak loe. Itu keren banget kalo bisa bikin kata-kata gitu. Serius gue!

Cinta : Kamu nggak jadi pergi kan?
Rangga : Saya harus pergi, Ta.
Cinta : Semua ini nggak fair. Ini nggak fair.


my Love ends like that too. It was all not Fair.
well nothing Fair in this life. At least... 

so then, of course.. the Emo night of my life recently.. Its actually good that I still connected with my feelings, its kinda relief too. owh well, I am actually lost in translation.. do you actually understand me.

the simple things is that I did watch the movie Ive been ignored for the last 6 years cuz he is back. but the pain is still hurts. 


am goin to real the whole movie transcript.. cya later the




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