You speak of my love like..

I finally found my emo cure.

One night I was staying home alone and not doin any good. I decided to karaokeplay.com So I browsed few songs and sang. I was terrible..

And I remembered to sing Alanis Morissette - You oughta Know.. ( the best cure for an itch :D ) But I saw this.. Uninvited song. I used to love this song.. no, no.. I was crazy for this song. So I sang.. and it cracked out the funny side of me. I cant have her notes! It was beyond terrible.. I was giggling. Happy. It was funny. But the orchestral was so intense like my love life and I was there, lost and high.

When the mood was ok, I sang Head over Feet. To feel love again. But its not love. It was something fun and unReal. But I dedicated to the right person. I hope.

but tonite, felt like listening to Uninvited again.. yes, I love my love life, eventhough it sucks.

Tutie, marilah karok lagu ni =)

Hushgirl currently listening to : Uninvited by Alanis Morissette

pretty in pink Peonies and Blair Waldorf.

just to keep myself happy. zai, peonies means happily in marriage, sorta.. jom carik peonies hand bouquet.. tapi fresh one aku dah survey kat petaling street takder! Sent by Maxis from my BlackBerry® smartphone

Ada Apa Dengan Cinta

If you know my story, or if this blog still has the original entries, you sure do know that how excited I'd be with the second part of this movie. Yes as per the title. Of cuz it was related with my old man. The ex. Not that we used to go to a movie and watched it together, it was my fave even before I met him. Then when we were met, I shared to him all of my fave things. Including this, also the song Tentang Seseorang which I played in the background of our phone conversation in the wee hours. I have no idea when it became his favorite as well. But I know when he started to call me Cinta. Just like the main cast name. Just Lyke the movie, our relationship suddenly ended. I had hard times trying to forget him. Attempting to accept a new guy in my heart was really hard, and moving on?? He was indeed, my first love. And just like the movie too, we had our second chances. And toward the end, I really believe that, that was love. I was in love, he loves me. That was the closure

Emotion Sickness

I finally asked my bff a random question ive been shooting other bff to. Lol So I confessed that I have been stalking my ex- soulmate instagram account. I mean how wouldnt i do it? I was already lost n depressed. I thought it wont affect me. Indeed, it did. Fucking hard. But seeing his chubby yet high cheekbones put a smile on my face. You know the feeling when somebody who used to make you happy and hurt on the same time, its twisted yes, but im so glad i am happy seeing him happy! Even my bff agreed he has a nice life. Good job, pretty wife and cutest couple of baby girls. Yes im happy. I never seen my life having all that. Maybe thats the reason. I love you anyways. :) This is the last emotional entry I'll try

Musical Life of Hushgirl

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