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Last night,


  1. I heard something unpleasant from my cousin's mouth. Tried not to actually think about it but it kinda bothers me. It still is, maybe I need to pour about it to someone. Maybe it just got to be poured down to the drain? Whichever simpler..?
  2. Its funny when the spoiled still bothering my Uncle Man eventhough he is having his dating session. I was lyke, 'Lets make her jealous so we will know if she is into you or whut'. Its No Thank You then. He said, the lady knows about me. Whoa.. am i so that VIP? :D but its funny though that I got my new Auntie Man :D
  3. Baby is super workaholic nowadays making the old Cougartown as sepi as Ghosttown. 
  4. (I actually hate to talk about other people in my blog) 

Today, 

I had my menses since yesterday. Today considered the first day and its pale me out and kinda make my sourface and all.. My boss noticed and asked whats bothering me. I wish I could tell him off.. "I am having a period pain and this is not usual.." but i didnt.. Instead I am using my senior issue ( ok thats a different story but it bothers me as well.. ) So until the end, I was in the office hoping to get faint. Damn. 

I dont have any guys online on my gtalk contact list except you know who ( dont feel like carving his name anymore here... emo OK ) so I shout out my period pain thingy and later E buzzed me. 'Oit, later when you get married, you wont get period pain nemore.. org tua said.'

I went bashful!! and deleted my shout out. Thank God its just E. Since E got married, he is basically turned from friend to brother. We shared rather personal stuff. 'Thats orang tua ckp.. what Ida experienced?' 'Sama jer'.. 'Aha.. you just cant wait for me to get married ye?'

I sometimes wondered.. why people (except my mom) so looking forward for me to get married? Am I that childish and unreliable so that marriage the only thing that could make me be more matured? U think? I have no idea. Marriage sucks, relationship sucks, love sucks. Everything sucks. 

I just need a man who sing me John Mayer - Your Body is Wonderland.. where are you?




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