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of being rather, poetic..

i'm so glad and very
merely my fourth will cure
the laziest self of weary
the huge sea of shore

so far your nearness reaches
 a lucky fifth of you
turn people into eachs
and cowards into grow

our can'ts were born to happen
our most have died in more
our twentieth will open
wide a wide open door

we are so both and oneful
night cannot be so sky
sky cannot be so sunful
i am through you so i

(~ Edward Estlin Cummings ~)

malam ni tengok langit
ada apa?
ada bulan
.......................
yes, bulan.. cantik
tapi bulan sepi..




Hushgirl currently listening to : no music. enjoying some Quranic verses.

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