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Good Bye World

I have written a nice My Eid Diary and its still in Draft. I dont think I would ever wanna publish it. Cuz I am a simple silent humble human being (:D) and the Diary has too much information I dun wish to share with all. I have No Idea why I wrote those in the 1st place, maybe my intention is to tell but when I previewed it.. its too much. Id rather be mysterious. So, just wait for some Raya pics I would like to share here.

Anyway, Aida my colleague's mom passed away on last Thursday. A day before raya.. I was so shocked when Gloria told me yesterday.. I dunno how Aida's mom passed on, but I think Arwah was still young.. :( So sorry for Aida.. hopefully she will be strong and

.. the death will come, no matter who, when or where. I cant read her text message she sent me yesterday.. it so saddening... just to imagine if I were to be in her shoe.. losing the love of her life internally.   :(

Al Fatihah.


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