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Cuz when I'm with him I am thinking of you

0700 hrs : the alarm sound. snoozed till 8. whoa hard to get up since slept late last nite. normal friday nite to me. well..

0800 hrs : finally got ouf of bed with a little headache. maybe not enough of beauty and healthy sleep. went to shower.

0845 hrs : getting ready to drive outside to Batu Caves and get my pos laju package. Sadly, the notice expired. the package is return to sender. owh anyway, there is a new kopitiam around there. its Bangi Kopitiam. will check it out later.

0930 hrs : went to the market. bought some cumi for sambal. cooked fried meehoon and sambal cumi.

1130 hrs : getting ready for Arip's wedding. Nurul said to come and pick me up around 12 something

0125 hrs : Nurul finally arrived. I was sleepy. Sarah was so cuteeee. but she got a bit of shy with me. :D she got her milk and nap. I talked a lot of things with nurul. Nurul is freelance wedding planner. And she was talking about my wedding.. well like its goin to be that soon? huh. anyway, i picture it well. Im goin to do the night ceremony with close friends and close relatives. Not that I have so many :D white dress, white flowers. nurul added, transparent canopy and fairy like decor. I love it.

1440 hrs : Arrived in Arip's wedding. Wedding in prison. He made it at Penjara Kajang so its a bit, ha ha i dunno.. Special :D and Arip was like.. yeay, next time its goin to be Amy :P duh... Well, I didnt think of the super bastard anyway. I enjoyed my time with my girls, Nurul and Iqin. As well of with Sarah who already became quite friendly with me. Im her Auntie Amy. Cute!

1700 hrs : Home. Took a short nap before fetching Zai and went to Giant Batu Caves to get some food for the nite. I treat them Jamoca Baskin Robbins. Zla wanted to watch some depressing movie while eating some ice cream :D drama!!!

1930 hrs : Chillin out. Had dinner of my fried meehoon and KFC :D then watched the animation stuff, Up. Well, watching the love life of the main character in the movie. Hmm I cant deny but I did think of the ol bastard. I mean, I always see myself marrying him. Now its demolished. And damn,. I still can picture his wedding pics u know... its .. ahh I know he's not worth it. But my feeling is real. I thought he was the one. And I am the exception. I was wrong. Absolut wrong.

0100 hrs : Blog this. Just had shower before be in bed. I had the feeling that I wont find love anymore. No more love for me. :(


I might cry in my sleep later. ahhh devastating









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