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MY Motivation.

Finally!!! I was actually wanted to register for the Asia's own The Biggest Loser Show. But I didnt. I wanted too though.. but I guess if I went though, I wouldnt get it. They took those ppl with 100 kg and above. But last nite, for the first time I watched it over Hallmark channel.. there were 2 ladies who less than 100 kg.

Hmm.... I really enjoyed the show. Moreover, I already watched the Desperate Housewives series and tuesday is my Gym off nite :D heheheheh I felt so positive watching this new reality show. ;) I already chose my fave contestant.. heheheh Hes the one from MY country, named Aaron Mokhtar. A real cute father or two hheheheh I think he is mixed blood. Cute alright.. must be a real hottie once the extra flesh is coming out ha ha. gosh!

Of course big guy is cute! A hugly wugly my own teddy bear :)

Of course I got my fave one amongst the lady as well. She was from HK and only 19! so cuteeeee!!! She looks like my neighbor..

Sigh.. I wish i Could have a trainer now.. But.. I know.. I cant managed. Sigh..




Be homed, please.








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