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0711 hrs : rise n shine, the Sunday morning. A beautiful Sunday morning. Woke up early as me and the girls planned to go to Ikea and such. And I still not so good in parking n stuff, so planned to go earlier to beat the rush. So I got my roxy tee, purple cardi and my new purple bag :) smokey eyes and tinted lips.

0900 hrs : drove to Mutiara Damansara. traffic was ok. I took jalan Duta and to Penchala Link. Tried not to focus on Mont Kiara much. hmm where Mr Bastard resides yea, with the lovely wife.

0940 hrs : arrived, Got a nice parking space. Since still earlier managed to park it reversely. I was proud of myself. Went for breakfast. Had nasi lemak... ish.

1000 hrs : shop shop shop till us drop. snap snap xmas picture. I got a nice America's next Top Model pink jacket in FOS :D And it was cheap. MYR39!!

1130 hrs : Starbucks session. Had blast, 3 of us cant stop laughing. It was a great moment. I had 3 shots of espresso on the rocks :D Konon..

1300 hrs : bought some black necklace with ribbon and black hair scarf at Diva. There were so so cool!

1330 hrs : had lunch at Ikea restaurant. I had salmon which was as keras as ikan jaket! Isk.. Later, bought some Xmas gift for Anne and headed home. Thank God, it was ok. That was the 1st time ever I drove back from Ikea to home. Whoa..

1525 hrs : reached home. Tired. and Suddenly thought of Mr Bastard. huh. I dunno why. Just chillin out with Zai. Though had to listen to her things with the bf, but I was ok. Yes I was ok.

1750 hrs : zai went back. I got to lepak alone. thought of bastard even more. I want nabil. But I know, I cant depend on him that much.

1900 hrs : cook dinner, just to clear the veggie and lauk stuff in the fridge. It was a nice dinner anyway.

2130 hrs : though of him though of him thought of him. Zai saw the pics and I asked when was the wedding, she said May 2009. Damn, my birthday month? Depressed.... download 25 sad songs ever. Damn.

2300 hrs : blog today's with a very emo song of Radiohead, The Smiths, Jeff Buckley, Ben Folds Five, Bruce Springsteen, Beck and much much more.


hmm I wanna cry but I have no tears.



me and zai.. isnt she pretty? people in Love always looks pretty.











Hushgirl currently listening to : Space Oddity | David Bowie

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